well here i am writing in this so called journal for everyone to see.. do i ever come on here anymore? nope! i dont think so! but, ive decided to start writing in it again.. Life has been going good for me. school is starting up i'll be a sophmore. AHH i finally found THE guy.. who i like soo much. HE is someone that just wants to hold me and kiss me and treat me like im something special. what sucks though, is that he's leaving. leaving for boot camp to become a navy seal! why does my life suck, yet its so fantastic at the same time? Life is weird.. i dont know what it is but when im with him, time just flys by. it like i have no recolection of time when we are together. i could let him hold me for a million years. when lay together on his bed its like we fit perfectly. He laughs when i say things at all the wrong moment, AND likes it!.. he reassures me, not to feel stupid when i say or ask rediculus questions. He is someone who likes me for my spontaneous personality and flaws.Did i tell you He like country music! im glad becuase ive always loved country, ever since i was a wee one. HA. He's my cowboy.



there's just something different about him and i cant figure it out..